A girl from Ukraine shares her life history

June 6th, 2008 admin Posted in Relationships |

Hello, I work in escort Kiev agency and my name is Tanya. There is a belief that only offenders and escorts need 2 cell phones. Practically, it is really so. When I work my second cellular is frequently utilized. When the second cellular is ringing I'm glad that I will get some cash soon. But it is a horrible sensation when you start to realize that next several hours will be simply awful.

You may frequently hear some ideas that working in Ukraine escorts agency in Kiev is a work just for poor girls. I am not a indigent person, I earn some money having a full-time job. I work as a commerce specialist for one middle-sized Ukrainian company. My parents always support me when there are some hard moments in my life and this assistance is not only emotional, but also financial.

Changes began a year ago. My beloved man left me and I didn't know what to do. One day my friend Helen invited me to come round for a coffee. When we started speaking about work, she told that she was working for an agency. I saw that she had much cash and a lot of free time. She said me how Kiev girls earn so much. I was wondered why, but I willingly accepted just to try working as an escort girl. Maybe it was so because I required something which can assist to change my life.

In two weeks I got a first client. I was a bit scared as the first client was a man that spoken English. He was nearly 45. As I studied English in the university it was not a problem to comprehend him. Everything had been arranged by the agency. That seems to be a nice experience for a young female. Nevertheless, nothing like that was really provided. I felt nothing. Just a transaction: my body for his money.

When I became quite a well-skilled escort worker my perception of life was simply another. Before I worked in agency I couldn't even imagine taking part in orgy. However, it was getting more of a standard to come to the client just to find two or three escorts already there. Again, it all felt like business.

You know, it was even somewhat exciting. My institute friends and colleagues at work were going out with their boyfriends and spending time with their children, while I was performing some mischievous things with a gentleman who was old enough to be my father.

I acquired several constant clients. It was really easy to work with them as I was ready for anything they had on their minds. I was a bit scared any time I had to work with new people.

All fun and attraction disappeared. I felt emotionally and materially wasted and yet my avidity made me pick up that second cellular. I began executing my work without any cravings or other feelings, simply like a real machine. There were no human features left in me and I sensed like being an inanimate thing that is just rented for definite sum of cash.

There is no reason to have a job on my official corporation as this year I benefited more than $200 000 working in escort agency. I made decision to give in this horrible business and get recovered. My closet is full of chic things, my flat looks very chicly but all such things do not make me cheerful. My second mobile has been switched off for a month and I attempt to return to the normal lifestyle. Yet I realize that several things will never be the same again.